what could I possibly say?

Looking back, I was just too young for the kind of life I lived.
I wanted everyones love,
but I had nothing but my body to give
and maybe that never hurt.
I miss you, I must, because I think of you a lot.
I wonder if it's guilt for the innocence you lost.
Time does not heal all wounds.
I wish I knew you still
if only I had been there for you, things would seem okay now.
I would have nothing to say I'm sorry for.
I remember you use to ask me whether I wanted more for myself,
and it felt so bad when you'd look at me like that
looking for answers I wouldn't give without a mask.
I hope every day that i'll run into you.
Is it still that hard to look at me?
you know, its not such a big city...
How could years have passed?
But they have.
Maybe you have finally forgotton all those memories.
I wish I could.
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Amber Lamb-Noel